Torture

So... yeah yeah.. work was good today.... But on an unrelated note....

I slept last night a very good sleep.... however.... I dreamt that an old friend of mine was there and around and about... but with her... was my ex... and he was hanging out with her... I think they were doing some sort of business thing or something... I dunno... but the major issue here is.... that he was there. That is pure torture for me. Yet, it excites me. But it brings me to my ultimate low. And I had to wake up this morning and think about that...

My worst nightmare is that he will meet someone else and think he has feelings for him. That would destroy me completely.