Appreciated

Lately I've been coming to a realization... and this will sound weird... but... it has just recently started to hit that a lot of the people who I see from day to day including people who I may just bump into while I am working... they actually like me... and they actually enjoy talking to me, think I am friendly, helpful, competent, confidant, and other positive qualities.... and they enjoy talking to me.... and when I am not around sometimes they miss me.

I just go from day to day feeling like a public servant and I don't know / forget that some people actually care about me or care about what I actually do. I often don't see the positive qualities in myself as a pass through day after day after day....

Sometimes I feel like I am not doing things quite as well as I should and that people in general either don't see me or just see me as a nobody... but some people DO see me and appreciate me.

I feel good.